Do you have a dream that you are awaiting to fulfill? Or are you  consistently struggling to achieve a goal? Do you feel like you are making no progress despite all your hard work like you are spinning in a circle?   If you answered yes to these three questions, then this blog is for you! 

The Journey to Success is not easy, believe me!  I have struggled and jumped over so many hurdles to get where I am in life. My learning disability is my strength, not my weakness. There is a stigma that those with special needs are weak and limited to their ability. I want to let you know there are #nolimits to what we can achieve!

Join me on this journey to success! I want to share with you, my personal stories of inspiration and motivation that helped me to overcome the challenges I have faced. Your special needs may be different than mine but you do not have to overcome the challenges alone. We are on this journey together! 

My Story: Putting The Pieces Together

Through some unwritten rule, it is expected that by eighteen we are to act and behave like an adult. We are to be critical in our thinking, make importance decisions about our education, career, relationships, finances etc. While in other cultures there may be a right of passage that prepares young men and women for adulthood, for me, it was marked by a “walking the plank from high school and being pushed into the deep blue sea of life” mentality.

Living and learning with a learning disability

When I was in grade two I was diagnosed with a learning disability (LD). For most of my life, I had a vague understanding of what that meant, based on an example my mother told me when I was a child. Before going back to school in the fall one year, my mom explained to me why I would not be returning to French Immersion due to my learning challenges. It went like this: if one week I learned about a dog, and the following week I learned about a cat, in the third week, if I were to have to address the topic of the dog, I could not. It was like I completely forgot what I had learned only two weeks before. My mom explained to me this was a result of a weak working memory. Try explaining that to an eight-year-old. Like most students, I just accepted that I was not great at certain subjects like math and some forms of writing. However, despite being taken out of French Immersion I still embraced one of my strengths: languages.  

Making the transition from high school to university was not as easy as some may make it seem. In 2007 I started my post-secondary education at Glendon College, York University’s bilingual campus. Yeah, the little eight-year-old girl that was removed from French Immersion because of her LD decided to do a double major in French and Spanish. Excited and eager like all the other guppies to start university and embark on a new chapter of my life, I had no idea what challenging waves were coming my way. While most of my academic life my LD had a minimal impact on my marks, it became a huge and evident problem in university.

First year came and went. Although I passed, there were areas where I could have improved. Second year, I began to work harder in an attempt to improve my marks and GPA. Despite how hard I worked it seemed like I was not able to improve my marks. My moment of ‘lying face down in the arena’ happened when a French professor questioned if I was in the right program. French was always the one subject I had confidence in, and this comment shattered my self-assurance. In my third year of university, I was exhausted, helpless, and frustrated. I felt trapped within myself and began doubting my own abilities and questioning if I had made the right choice to study French. It did not make sense that the universe would allow me to get so far in life and then say “Shakira, French is not for you.”

Finding support for my learning challenges

Convocation 2011 

Convocation 2011 

One day I was talking to my friend about these concerns. She also has a LD and informed me that I could get help from the university. After three years of studying on my own, this information can as an utter shock to me. Immediately I connected with the right individuals on campus to help me. By my final year of university, I was able to receive the support and accommodations I was entitled to and finally graduated in 2011 with a Bachelor’s degree in Hispanic Studies.

I was happy with my accomplishments with my first degree but not satisfied. Two years after graduating, I returned back to school to finish my second degree in French and started a minor in Inclusive Education (Special Education). Through this period of my education, I was finally able to put together the missing puzzle pieces of my life. I was finally able to truly understand my learning disability. Instantly, I was able to make sense of the explanation my mother gave to me as a child. I have weak working memory, which means it takes me longer to recall information previously learned. This is why it would seem like I would forget and have to relearn information all the time. Math, was a challenge for me because I also have weak visual spacial memory this is part of the brain used for various math concepts. Understanding my learning disability also helped me to discover solutions to help my learning challenges. By exploring through various medians, of art, apps, and different kinds of technology I was able to discover different techniques to help enhance my learning, and putting an end to my frustration.  

Coming to terms: utilizing my personal relationship with my LD

I realized that most of my difficulties dealing with my LD were due to the fact that I was unaware and uninformed of my rights, and therefore unable to advocate for myself. Many students with special needs are unaware of the accommodations and resources available to them such as: extra time for test or exams, writing finals in private rooms, scribes or note takers, funding for private tutors, special software programs and even money for a new laptop. When you do not know something, you do not know. Another factor I realized was because I did not understand my learning disability, I did not know what I needed to help me succeed.  When we do not understand the problem, we cannot find the solution. From that moment I decided no other student should relive my experience.

               Training Your Mind To Excel 

               Training Your Mind To Excel 

In 2015 I started my own business called Special Compass. Special Compass is an educational resource centre for student and parents with special needs. Through various programs I educate both parents and students, giving them the necessary tools needed to achieve success academically and personally. Special Compass offers various programs and services: workshops that help students make the transition from high school to post-secondary, tutoring, and workshops for parents on IEP and advocating for their child and mentorship program. Education is the key that unlocks our success, and I do not believe a person should be denied access to success because of a disability.

            Life does not always make sense. As Frederick Douglass once said, “If there is no struggle there is no progress”.  Making any kind of transition in life is progress. During that transition expect failure and fear. As much as we always want to hear the happy stories in life, our stories of fear and failure have value and influence our success. The wall of fear will always stand before something great that is meant to happen. In order to discover what is on the other side of that wall, we must be willing to be vulnerable and fail. I did not always understand my transition and progress but it has helped to define and transform me into the person I am today. I had to fail to discover my purpose and passion in life, to learn how to help others excel in their life.